I have some news that I would like to share with you today – I have been offered the (potentially life-changing) chance to have HSCT. This has happened at a time when I feel that I have just come to terms with the fact that I have Secondary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis (SPMS) – a form of MS that currently has no treatment to stop the degenerative disease. Those of you with MS may have already heard of HSCT, there has been some coverage in the UK press about it over the past couple of years – but I am sure that just as many won’t have.

What is HSCT?

All I knew about HSCT before my neurologist mentioned it to me that it was ‘a stem cell thing’.  That’s right, I guess, but it is actually so much more complicated than I realised.  HSCT stands for Haematopoietic Stem Cell Transplantation (or AHSCT – Autologous Haematopoietic Stem Cell Transplantation) and I will let the MS Trust explain it in a way that is better than I ever could!:

The aim of AHSCT is to replace or reboot your body’s immune system so that it no longer attacks your myelin or causes inflammation in your brain and spinal cord. AHSCT uses high doses of chemotherapy to wipe out your existing immune system, which is then rebuilt using stem cells collected from your blood before you have the chemotherapy. The hope is that your rebooted immune system will stop attacking you and there will be no further damage

The term ‘autologous’ means that the patient (i.e. me) is their own stem cell donor.

So the treatment is really the chemo, as it is about wiping out your current immune system (through chemotherapy) and then giving you the building blocks (i.e. your stem cells) back in order to build a new one.

Why Me?

Although my Neurologist has confirmed that I have now moved into Secondary Progressive MS, recent MRIs (one in October 2017 and one in May 2018) have confirmed that I also have active inflammation.  This means that even though there is a lot of old damage (at least 25 years worth!) there is also new damage coming through right now.  This ‘new damage’ is then likely to lead to further disability and symptoms over time.

According to previous clinical trials, you are more likely to respond to HSCT treatment if you have relapsing or progressive MS with active lesions on current MRI scans, you continue to show active inflammation when on a Disease Modifying Drug (DMD), you are early on in your disease (<10 years) and your disability is 6 or under on the Expanded Disability Status Scale (EDSS scale).  In my case, I have progressive MS with active lesions, have tried DMDs to no avail and have been classified as 6 on EDSS. Unfortunately, HSCT has been shown to be less effective for those people with progressive MS who have no active inflammation.

What is the Treatment Process?

HSCT is a 6 part process:

  1. Stems cells are taken from the blood after a small dose of chemo and other drugs to encourage the bone marrow to make more cells so they can be more easily extracted
  2. High dose chemotherapy is used to wipe out the immune system
  3. Meanwhile, the extracted stem cells are frozen for later use
  4. The stem cells are reintroduced into your body
  5. You are placed in isolation for 3-4 weeks to allow your new immune system to build and to protect you as much as possible from any risk of infection
  6. You will be followed up in order to monitor outcomes

Thoughts

Making the decision to go ahead with the treatment has been difficult and it is something that myself, my husband and my family have discussed in detail.  So many thoughts have been swimming in my head:

How am I going to handle time away from my family?

How are the kids going to manage without me around?

Is it fair on my husband, who is going to have to do *everything* – with the house, kids and me when I am back home recovering?

How am I going to cope with hair loss – a likely side-effect of the chemo?

How are my kids going to handle seeing me sick?  I am already, but it will be much, much more obvious due to the fact that I will be in hospital and will have to recover at home.

Will it run smoothly?  The mortality rate is currently at 0.3% and those of us with mobility problems are apparently more at risk of infection (according to the haematology nurse I spoke to).

Will it stop the MS in its tracks?  If it does so, will this be permanent?

So many questions.  I do know that HSCT is not likely to change my level of current disability; it doesn’t ‘fix’ old damage.  But the hope is that it can treat my current inflammation and, most importantly, prevent any new inflammation from occurring.

And, ultimately, this is what has made me decide.  Because MS is a slow, insidious disease that has taken so much away from me… my mobility, my energy, my ability to be an active parent, an equal partner, my working life, my ability to dance, to run, my independence, spontaneity… and I would do anything, anything to try and stop it in its tracks.  This is my anything.

I plan to update this blog as time goes on.  Treatment is meant to start in a couple of months but I believe that I have to undergo some blood tests beforehand to make sure that I am ok to start.  Please keep checking here for any further info which I will update as I go along on my HSCT journey.  I highly recommend that if you want to learn anything more about HSCT, you have a read of the information on the MS Trust website and have a chat with your Neurologist or MS nurse for further information – though do be aware that some treatment centres will know more than others.

Wishing you all the best

42 Comments

  1. Praying for you and your family. 🙏 You put a great deal of thought into this, and it looks like you are at peace with this, so it must be the right solution. I hope that it helps you. 🙏

    1. Thanks so much Christy! Still thinking about it, to be honest, but I am sure that it is worth a shot. Thank you so much for your good wishes x

  2. Jen, I wish you the most luck with this new journey of life! You are absolutely amazing and so encouraging to all that read what you write. Your determination and passions shine through with every word you share. If this process can possibly stop any further progression, it seems very worth it! I have heard some about it, but I do not think they are likely to provide this in the US, but maybe someday. With the all the thought you and your family have put into this, I believe you will always make the right choice! I will ALWAYS be sending you comfort and love from over that big pond in between us:)!

    1. Thank you so much Alyssa! Having your best wishes really helps, I know that it is the right decision to go ahead, I have no real alternative. I am sure that it will make it over there, they surely can’t have treatments that shown to work not available to you too? There are people that I know from forums in the UK who are travelling to Mexico for the treatment as it is not available to everyone here yet. Anyway, it really helps to know that I have your support xxx

      1. You are welcome Jenny, you will ALWAYS have my support! You are a very intelligent person, so I do believe you will always make the right decisions. I think it may be available here, but only for a small number of people. They like to keep things quiet here and not allow everyone the better treatments.

  3. Good luck Jen. Like you I’m score 6 on the scale, have moved into SPMS but sadly my MS is stable so not legible. I wish you tons of luck. Your concerns I could have written.

    1. Thanks so much Joanne, I wish that it was eligible and worked for everyone. Thank you for the good luck wishes, sending you lots of keep well vibes xx

  4. I am so pleased for you and my fingers are crossed that it is successful. I read you blog as I have a 48 year old sister with PSMS and I would never wish what she has gone through and the life she has now on anyone. I am feeling very optimistic for you and will be thinking of you xxx

    1. Thank you so much Sally, I appreciate you reading so much! I am really hoping that this treatment makes a difference to me in the long term, I think that I would regret it if I didn’t try xxx

  5. Oh wow Jen, I can imagine just how much of a huge decision this was for you. Wishing you all the very best and I will be sending lots of love & healing thoughts throughout the treatment. Stay strong 💜xx

    1. Thanks so much, Emma, I am still thinking about it all the time but I guess that is to be expected! Hopefully I can take my laptop in so I can kep up to date with everyone, even if I can’t manage to write much! xx

  6. Wow Jen! A huge step in your MS journey!. I watched the documentary about a year ago and got a little excited for the future. Not an easy decision to make, but as always, your MS family are all supporting you! Keep us posted as much as you can lovely!, xx

    1. Thanks Toni, just catching up on all the comments that I have received and everyone has been so, so supportive. Love my MS family 🙂 xx

  7. I can only imagine what this will entail. It has positive things that can happen and I wish you all the best. I’m certainly will be Reading everything you write about your journey.

  8. This is fantastic news, to have the opportunity to try HSCT to see whether it can be of benefit. I can imagine this being a difficult decision in terms of there being so much to weigh up for you and your family, but I really do hope this can be a positive thing for you.. I imagine it being a case of needing to try it to find out because you may well kick yourself if you didn’t and then always wonder ‘what if’. Please know that we’ll all of course be rooting for you, Jen.  ♥
    Caz xx

    1. Thanks so much Caz! Yes, I think that it will definitely be a case of always wondering ‘what if’ if I didn’t go for it. I like to think my kids will be accommodation and adaptable, they are the reason I am doing it really, I want to be there fore them in 20 years’ time! lots of love xx

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